I long for the darkness that surrounds our moments of chaos, for in those moments, your light smolders; your warmth is felt. I savor and live each moment of confusion as if it were the last, for when the sun rises, your light cases to shine, and you�re again lost in the confines of my frozen heart. My soul knows you, my mind recalls your presence, my lips speak your name; yet I know not who you really are. Has the sun blinded me and impaired my capacity to recall even your face?
I patiently wait for darkness to fall. For when oblivion obscures reality and extinguishes the sun�s radiance, I can now see your face. I can retrace each curve and each line and try to lock that memory n my heart. I feel your pain, your joy, your anguish --- and my soul tries to rejoice in that brief moment of darkness for when I wake up, I will not see your face again. The sun rises and obliterates you from my mind. Still, I long for darkness to fall.
Will I wake up one day to remember you? Will I see your face albeit the sun may have blinded me? Will I be able to memorize every line of your face, every curve, every emotion, when darkness forever leaves me�?
The sun shall soon thaw my heart. And you will be gone forever. I will never see your face, I will never feel your presence, I will never speak your name.
Darkness will fall soon..
30-October-2005
11:43AM
Starmall Las Piñas
