Sa May Bintana

Sometimes I wish I could just gaze at eternity as simple as this.


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Behind closed doors, my future sleeps.


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Nya nya na nya nya......

Yes I am doing great. And I will continuously annoy you.

Hindi ako magsasawang magparamdam sa'yo, hanggang sa marindi ka. At kung dumating man ang panahon na lumabo na ang mga mata mo at sila'y mamaalam na sa liwanag, maaalala mo pa rin ang bawat linya at hugis ng mukha ko.... dahil hindi ako nagsawang lumapit sa'yo......

I am "NORMAL"

Tupac (my white BlackBerry Bold 9700) is beyond repair. I suppose if I summon enough powers and provide more offerings to the BlackBerry gods, they will and they might resuscitate the poor thing. However, to save me from enough heartache, I decided to let Tupac go....

I am not only letting go of a unit per se. I am letting go of all of my BlackBerry Messaging Contacts, my 24/7 Twitter and FaceBook via SocialScope extravaganza, and not to mention my addictions to Foursquare and GetGlue. I am not sure how long I will survive.

Enter Halifax, the iPhone 3G I am temporarily using until I can get a decent replacement for Tupac. While I like the shimmy of the iPhone (who uses shimmy anyway) to the tune of Bam-Bam-Bam with all its animations, the poor battery life of the poor thing is beyond comprehension. I get 15 hours of juice from Tupac's battery not to mention that I carry a spare battery all the time (that being said, I am covered for one day of social networkpalooza). The signal is so poor that I get Edge when I should be getting 3G... yada yada yada.

I had tons of complaints and a lot of hangups with the loss of my BB Service, until Bryan, my friend simply told me this: "Couldn't this be another chapter of your life unfolding?"

Could it be? 

I miss the noise that Twitter mentions and DMs create on my Tupac, the over the top ringtones and music playlists, the BBM Messages of friends and coworkers (including my bosses), and I miss the round the clock emails. But more importantly..., I have come to realize that I have been missing on quality time for myself, on being more "human" and less of a BlackBerry slave, on appreciating SMS and its less stressful approach...

I miss being  "regular", I miss being "human".....

Might as well enjoy this sojourn then..... before I decide to get Solstice (yes, that's the name of my next BlackBerry).

Impossible : Shontelle

I remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did, i did
and you were strong and i was not
my illusion, my mistake
i was careless, i forgot
i did
and now when all is done
there is nothing to say
you have gone and so effortlessly
you have won
you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

falling out of love is hard
falling for betrayal is worst
broken trust and broken hearts
i know, i know
thinking all you need is there
building faith on love and words
empty promises will wear
i know (i know)
and know when all is gone
there is nothing to say
and if you're done with embarrassing me
on your own you can go ahead tell them

tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did
tell them all i know now
shout it from the roof top
write it on the sky love
all we had is gone now
tell them i was happy (i was happy)
and my heart is broken
all my scars are open
tell them what i hoped would be
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible
impossible, impossible

i remember years ago
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love
i did

Ang Pinakamahabang Gabi

Sa bawat patak ng ulan,

Alam kong mahal kita.

Sa bawat kulog at guhit ng kidlat,

Ikaw lang ang naaalala

Sa basang lupang tinatapakan,

Ikaw ang naamoy

At pag dumampi na sa pisngi ko ang ulan,

Naghahalo ang siphayo at panaghoy

Sa bawat ihip ng hangin

Sa dalampasigan man o papawirin,

Wala akong nais pang maatim

Kundi pagdampi ng labi mo sa akin

Sa bawat yapak ng ating paa

Bawat pawis, buntong hininga

Ang hawak mong mahigpit sa aking kamay

Sa pusong naligaw, ikaw ang gabay

Sa bawat bituin na aking nakikita,

Ikaw, at ikaw pa rin ang naalala

Gabing madilim, bulalakaw sa kalangitan

Ang iyong mga matang hindi ako mangitian

Hamog ng gabi, pawis mo sa katawan

Mga anino sa dilim, nagbubunyi sa karimlan

Lahat ng ito, nagpapaalala sa’yo

Ngunit nasaan ka, iniwan mo ako.

Sa bawat paglubog ng araw,

Wari ko, lalo kitang minamahal

Sa bawat pamaaalam ng liwanag

Dilim at lungkot ako’y dinadalaw

Mukha mo’y di ko na maaninag,

Di masundan kilos mo’t galaw,

Natatakot na ako’y maligaw,

Di kita mahanap, mahal ko, ikaw

Sa bawat hampas ng alon, patuloy kitang mamahalin

Hanggang ang puso mo’y matutong  bumalik sa akin.

Hangga’t kaya ng puso magmahal, mamahalin kita.

Kahit ika’y mapagod, at ako’y kalimutan na

Kahit ika’y nasa malayo, at ako’y narito

Magmamahal sayo, ditto sa isang dako

Kung ang puso mo’y maligaw at di na makabalik

Magmamahal pa rin sayo nang walang kapalit.

Ang pagmamahal na binigay ko sa'yo ay walang kapalit. Magpapatuloy ito hanggang sa mapagod ang puso kong magmahal. Uulit-ulitin kong dadaanan ang bawat sulok, ang bawat kalye na ating dinaanan, magiging masaya ako sa bawat sandali na ako'y mababasa ng ulan dahil alam kong sa ganoong paraan lang kita makakasama. Ang mga puno, ang basang lupa, ang maiingay na jeep, pati na ang kadiliman ng gabi. Magiging musika sa pandinig ko ang bawat alon na humahampas sa dalampasigan. Magiging buhay na alaala ang bawat paglubog ng araw, maging ang kadiliman ng gabi.

Paulit ulit kong gagawin ito, paulit ulit,habang naliligaw pa ang puso mo at hindi pa bumabalik. Paulit-ulit, hanggang ako'y mapagod.

At hindi ako marunong mapagod........

Dahil ganun din kita kamahal.......